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Artwork & Writings of John William Brown
Painter, Poet, Dramatist and Performer


Thursday 7 March 2024

Reverberate Song

 

reverberate song


i wish to speak of soul as the gut of all longing
 
that affective being as sung through this physical body
 
as a hollowness yearning the comforting call of the mind
 
as a musical holler of sweet sour guttural nostalgia
 
nostalgia for nothing but moments of sensed non-belonging
 
and belonging as the sensual song of being a nobody
 
yet a nobody longing new heritage of some other kind
 
that burns in one part of the heart as soulful cardialgia
 
as soul made of sound solely being of solid reality
 
as a lingered strange knowledge of wholeness in deep separation
 
as if being at-one while atoning ones being alone
 
but alone as all-one yet knowing oneself seeming wrong
 
seeming wrong as sensed being right for ones whole corporeality
 
that estrangedness of being conceived in mistook alienation
 
of solitude borne-out as physical right down to the bone
 
as the bones in the soles of ones feet that reverberate song



Poem: 'reverberate song'
© john william brown 29 September 2019
 
HB Pencil Drawing:'A Skull Study. April-May 2023' 
(Completed 10 May 2023. A4)
© john william brown 10 May 2023

Monday 4 December 2017

Finkelgate

















I saw three rats the other day in Finkelgate
two small and one adult
they raced out into open space
passed a sheltered flat’s doorway
along a path as if to hide yet obvious
beside the well-trimmed privet bush.
Three days before near that same place
but over by the courtyard square
where double cherry blossoms bloom
in Spring I saw two more.
Flushing out from bush to bush
right across my cut through path
two adult rats in a sudden dash
to be unseen on open ground
they disappeared slipped out of view.
Surviving on Take-Away. Trash, I guess.
Not from recycled waste-food bins.
They are magnetised.  
It must be tough to be a city rat.
So tough in seeking winter food.
Tough in taking the chance to be seen.
A woman just ahead of me she
half stopped shuddered looked down away
pulled her smart coat closer hurried on.
And this all taking place within
such a pretty little space.  In Finkelgate
where double cherry blossoms bloom in Spring.



Poem: ‘Finkelgate’ © john william brown 03 December 2017
Drawing: ‘RAT’ © john william brown October 2014

Saturday 19 November 2016

'Conflating Planes And Stylised Realities No.2' 'unexpection'































unexpection *


a time of change impermanence and egress
one inward gaze resources the new from the old

a dark recess in regression and greater depth
in seeming endless distress unexpection is shown

planes of reality they bend they pull and digress
enjoy the daily mundane while breaking its hold

closed systems deny reality’s width and depth
free-fall leaves everything open grasps the unknown

i sink and push four ounces of air to the void
i withdraw i turn and sink i return to the sun

i am sunk i push knowing i am knowingly buoyed
no exit no return bring it on again bring it on




Drawing: "Conflating Planes & Stylised Realities 2" © john william brown 05-06 November 2016 - Poem: "unexpection" from Part 19 "Knowing Your Place" Italian Journal © john william brown 05-06 November 2016

unexpection  *
My own created word: “unexpection” is correct.  It concerns a state of unexpectedness in this moment.  To me, the words un-expectation and unexpectedness do not suffice in immediacy.  To my mind, “to expect” is immediate, whereas, “expectation” projects into some vague future.  Hence, a state of “unexpection” is of the immediate.  © john william brown 2016.

Sunday 6 November 2016

'Conflating Planes And Stylised Realities No.1' 'confidence'







































confidence


who was it said “through despair we find salvation”?
a woman i think and a fascist so i was told

true or not so the quote still pushes through
as i salvage a find of self i have never known

a certain confidence a quiet reformation
all i admire in my self both retiring and bold

past heroines heroes brother and mother too
turn in this shadow attached to me yet alone

i stalk a provincial city in autumnal sun
my first tai chi teacher sticks with me in my pace

i sink into his words one evening long gone
“in chinese tai chi ‘confidence’ is knowing-your-place”


*
drawing 'Conflating Planes & Stylised Realities No.1'
© john william brown 03-04 November 2016
(Pen & Ink on Fabriano 200g/m2 A4)
poem 'confidence'  © john william brown 03-04 November 2016


Friday 13 May 2016

I Heard A Father Crying


I Heard A Father Crying


I have not cried or wept in too many years.
And that was for a child in Palestine.
On the radio... I heard a father crying...
Beit Hanoun... “Glass shards... A crib...” His tears...

And in my separate grief I felt his claim.
I listened to his disembodied voice.
I heard a grief that mine could barely frame.
A window on his world broke without choice.

I cannot choose to feel or not to feel.
Ones empathy will rise or it will not.
Without one touch humanity undone.


Damaged by a protective edge of steel,
“Never-Again” should mean none are forgot.
Why only in our pain can we be one?

Poem © john william brown 09 May 2016
Drawing © john william brown 12 May 2016

Saturday 5 September 2015

The Right Thing To Do (For Tony Blair)

































The Right Thing To Do
(For Tony Blair)


We trusted you, my friend, you asked us to.
Do you recall, way back when we were young –
well, younger than we are now, decades on? 
You’ve changed. Don’t seem to do, the right thing to do.
Did you have hidden dark thoughts then? They seem to belong
to someone we don’t recognise? The light has gone.
Instead, there’s darkness. It started once you lied.
We came to you. At least one million strong.
All those you jilted. In our trust. We tried.
Yet, you demoralised this country long
before you went to war. We watched you go.
Arm in arm with Yankey Lover and God
on your side. So Messianic! You sold out
to your Satanic Mammon. So very odd.


We thought you so religious and so
moral. You held the high ground. Perhaps the air,
there, being so refined, turned your mind about.
Climbers, they say, when too high, get delusions.
Well, that was true of you. Altitude affects the brain.
Not that the pain, death and destruction you caused
is easily excused simply by that;
power corrupts those already corrupt.
Such knowledge need not lead us to despair.
It’s good that one no longer has illusions.
You lost your moral compass and for your sins
took territory where you did not belong.
Others came back with flags draped over coffins.
You never quite came back. You never - paused.


And there it seems, my friend, you still remain.
The dead aren’t heard. They sing a silent song;
it says exactly where, and who, you’re at:
the horseman of your own Apocalypse.
The evil you created none can stop,
and still you spit your pestilence; truth speaks abrupt,
yet only parsimonious lies pass through your lips.
You changed religions. Did you confess your lot?
Forgiven? For penance: “Envoy, Go Make Peace”.
But even so you wheeled a deal with those
whom, it is said, helped bring twin-towers down.
Not that I go much on conspiracy,
I just repeat what I have heard proposed;
you made a pretty penny from their oil.


Such are the spoils of war. But why now fleece
those you were sent to save? Yes. Even now.
You make peace deals set to divide and rule.
Seems everything you touch you seem to spoil.
If nothing else, you have consistency.
First, you screwed us. Made us look like fools.
And then you went off, flirting, played around.
You’re like a political tart! Just, how
do you manage to get to sleep at night?
Grandee delusions? Out of touch. And reach?
Rich! Powerful! The Main Man! The One! Despite
that: we, The Many, are ready to impeach.
We’ve learnt that we can do the right thing too.
Trust us in that - as we, once, trusted you!

Poem & Drawing "To Do The Right Thing" 
© john william brown August 2015

Friday 28 February 2014

Finger-Dance





























Finger-Dance

Love Story in 28 Sonnets




finger-dance

she was sat in her car she was looking straight out ahead
she was tapping her steering wheel in time to her radio
she was singing along to her smart new car’s stereo
well dressed and coiffured and off to earn her some bread

i had been woken early a neighbour’s loud front-door slam
i stood at my kitchen window looked down saw her pass
she was moving slow with her song in a long traffic jam
she looked like a person of position stature and class

that night i set my alarm so again i could see
her pass though i knew she wouldn’t give me second glance
but still i waited gazed down through my thick double-glaze

unknown voyeur lover i watch for her pathetically
awaiting that mouthed silent song and drummed finger-dance
i watch but i have not seen her for several days



daydreaming

i watch but i have not seen her for several days
when i pass my window i look but my interest has waned
but i cannot change my error of strange watching ways
daydreaming sense says ‘nothing lost and hence nothing gained’

clichéd mind pulls me back to seek that small moving hand
that slow finger-dance that first traced my attention there
the joy i saw in her face as she silently sang
sung lines of broken thoughts that led me elsewhere

and i was fast-tracked almost back fifty odd years
young woman upon a train platform i’d left far behind
she’s holding back hair in rain with choked stubborn tears
while i stoke pretence to not care in my fired young mind

and here through my kitchen window i wander recall
we walked down love lane and passed by the white prison wall



parting

we walked down love lane and passed by the white prison wall
then out through back lane i knew and so did she
i did not want her there walking back with me at all
she would have her way and she did we walked silently

she glanced up at me and just as i awkwardly planned
i got on the train with too much we both needed to say
made some fool casual gesture a futile wave of the hand
she returned the same and slowly we both looked away

one moment less and i stepped back away from the door
the window strap up the window still open and down
i leaned out in guilt too late catch her eye just once more
but now she was staring vacantly down at the ground

i tried last farewells but could not mouth that final goodbye
as the train began to move off i stood watching her cry



unsuspecting blue

as the train began to move off i stood watching her cry
i could not hear her sobs through the noise of the train’s hiss and steam
but i saw her shoulders shaking her slight and small frame
i see her now ghosting the traffic so slow to pass by

i shut the train window i sigh with emptied relief
alone in a carriage and glad that no other is there
i sit facing south by the window looking out east
it was thursday thank god so i could relax and not share

rumbling tracks lulled me on away hypnotic and more
for beyond around unsuspecting blue grew heavy cloud
rain layered waves of black and grey shade had crept in

storm silent made dumb by window and engine’s hushed roar
then harsh upon glass sudden pelt of sleet hailing loud
“just let me in! damn you! damn you! just let me in!”



close call

“just let me in! damn you! damn you! just let me in!”
her face pressed against a square red framed window pane
that safe dry and lone red telephone box up in
muswell hill or perhaps just off of the crouch end lane?

maybe it was nearer the hampstead tube station? and yet
where it was doesn’t matter that much not really at all
except to know that we had been caught in a squall
me dry inside the red box she outside getting wet

i teased her by keeping her out before letting her in
almost left her too late all-in-all our first real close call
she smiled with bright grey-green eyes and i with tight grin
she seemed all at ease but i was not easy at all

a storm and a train and a whistle that’s in harsh alarm
she reached up to touch my cheek with her small rough palm



nothing more

she reached up to touch my cheek with her small rough palm
and now as i watch the traffic slowly move passed
she touches me still and i feel like the ghost of my past
with no wish to recall causing young love small but cruel harm

a lonely and long station platform and of course rain must fall
he moves awkwardly with an old rucksack he slams a train door
she is there to meet him she waits in the old ticket hall
she puts her arm around his waist she wants nothing more

he steps out the station no rain and the sun is too hot
he books in a sad room at the grim station house hotel
she waits downstairs his room is quite basic and bland

they go to her parents something that he’d rather not
her parents direct and polite they treat him quite well
under the table the touch of her small rough hand



awkward

under the table the touch of her small rough hand
i am nervous i find it difficult eating the meal
i am sat within awkward self judgement and also i feel
i’m treading fast water i am running through wet shifting sand

her dad is a prison warder has to check prison food
he says it is just like the inmates basic and vile
i start to wonder if he finds me also as crude
his talk is terse i listen with tense and fixed smile

then we’re out the front door and passing the old prison wall
down love lane and back lane i’m knowing this town far too well
i am caught here estranged held distant in bleak gritty charm

my hotel room’s narrow it’s long and yet oddly small
the thick door slams shut as if entering into my own cell
i can still feel her small rough hand at rest on my arm



lodestar

i can still feel her small rough hand at rest on my arm
i turn back to my kitchen window to watch for that car
i distance myself from the past and its thoughts of alarm
small finger-dance has become my longing lodestar

i look for a car that has not been seen several days
and that hand that played that wheel that turned my mind
recalled to memory a past that i thought a lost phase
reforming that departed transience i cannot command

that loss that was not nor ever could be constantly
yet taking a chanced altered view one might somehow bring
one small futile gesture to spectrally change everything
just one silent song can fill all eternity

i try to look confident as i step off the train awkward rucksack
her small rough hand on my arm is still calling me back



small rough hands

her small rough hand on my arm is still calling me back
yet how can a touch have a voice or even a past?
that presence so present so hauntingly gifted steadfast
reminding me yet all the love i refused and still lack

and this prison life now ill-formed by an aged body cell
this emptiness i live constantly solidly bodily
shallow depth i know that i know too fully well
that fullness enough that once i shared fleetingly

on some quiet nights i still stalk your old northern town
wraithlike in silence and slow in each ghosted footfall
i spirit through back streets where dirt sleets in rain pouring down
haunt love lane back lane drift passed the white prison wall

such trains of thought run odd times yet without delay
two small rough hands two hundred miles away



futile gestures

two small rough hands two hundred miles away
pull me as small fingers tap tunes on a steering wheel
pull again to a train drawn five decades back one thursday
and a casual and futile gesture and one strained weak smile

there were rings in a tree like rippling forms on wet sand
they traced silent echoes like a song in a traffic jam
tentative transient connections in a single door slam
that woke from sleep this unbodied past-present dream and

this fallacy forming this memory that stays in constant change
with ‘ifs’ and ‘what-ifs’ with ‘buts’ with lies change and doubt
storylines that uncannily reform and give verse to false form

this verse in conceit i reverse must try rearrange
but verbal deceit cannot turn the other side out
a train up north that is heading into dark storm



sensibility

a train up north that is heading into dark storm
i am striving to save something fine from sad sensibility
now lost in my layered clouds of black propensity
it swallows unsuspecting blue it makes denser form

clouded vague stirrings haunt and break into my mind
some preconscious loss calls out for ethereal clarity
forebodings of fullness i know i will still fail to find
departed lost joy spleenful innocent’s soulful disparity

a driving storm will thrash a train’s passing pane
in clouds far and near i will try to seek out her face
some altered clarity simulacrum prevails for awhile

i am heading up north riding the mid-morning train
storm has passed a past life that i too could also replace
i step down to a platform and into her warm waiting smile



rewrite

i step down to a platform and into her warm waiting smile
i’ve been waiting creating this moment for far too long
this chance to change things and go for that long extra mile
rewrite what i am and i was so to right all the wrong

i step out of myself and suddenly i have become
you’re coming toward me i slam shut an old carriage door
i smile at you’re coming toward me almost at a run
your arms round my neck as i lift you your feet leave the floor

so light as i lift you i’m swinging you to and fro
tears well in your eyes in happiness i would have it seem
somewhere inbetween that and somewhere within a new dream
and all that and none of it too this we both know

a train coasts into a station and just one time more
i step down to the platform i slam the train carriage door



pollarded

i step down to the platform i slam the train carriage door
weekend off work arranged meeting at gospel oak
the station right near the heath we laugh and we joke
as we race up parliament hill hands held tight once more

and we rush down the other side screaming insane
we rest underneath a large oak gnarled and burled
dead pollarded older oaks show us their grain
your brightness darkens as wood shades a heavier world

you finger-trace bared yearly rings of a pollarded tree
i watch your smile shadow it fades as to weighty grave stone
heavy words aged by time that encircle yet float distantly
”leaving-the-bedsit  dad’s-new-job  up-north  a-new-home”

i hear your cold voice you ask me come visit you
and i’m leaning back not knowing just what i will do



estranged

and i’m leaning back not knowing just what i will do
i lie on the hotel bed in that jaded long room
i challenge myself to tell you to soon ask of you
come live with me down in london make it our home

come back down with me or let us end this all now
i run it all through in my head time after time
i change it to quatrains i even try make it rhyme
but it still sounds blunt there’s never softening the blow

procrastination enters my new aching day
burrs into its sharpness it dulls my mind and oh how
distancing coldness furrows across my young brow

i put it all off i want it to all go away
you arm is in mine rough hands touch my skin our heads down
estranged so we walk old backstreets of your new hometown



taboo

estranged so we walk old backstreets of your new hometown
this time it is midday and it’s hot i suggest we could go
inside to a pub you say there’s something i should know
saloon bars up here are ‘men only’ you try turn around

you draw back but i am insisting we break that taboo
‘act like we’re londoners’ i say ‘they’ll simply think -
london fools bringing their city ways up in here too’
so i leave you sat at a table while i get the drink

i return with two beers and a london broad cocky smile
and all the time you are wanting to get out the door
small fingers nervously tap out your soft table-dance

we drink our drinks but you are intense all the while
‘down south’ i think ‘you’d not need take this shit for sure’
but i say nothing   let it pass   i let slip my chance



seize the day

but i say nothing   let it pass   i let slip my chance
meanwhile i find all these rewrites are falling apart
before back in london but after your northern depart
i needed to get away thought a boat-trip to france

instead i spend my weekend alone down in deal
i wanted to run the beaches race far afield
wander the long coastal path-edge to try to just feel
but gaoled in head-games i had no free resource to rebuild

so instead i just watched the tide rising up and then fall
i walked the long rippled beach as the tide ran back out
missed you wished you were there to hear the sea call
in herring-gull in tern in small gull all turning about

i sat and watched ferries crossing the channel to france
i wished i could just seize the day make self take a chance



procrastinate and die

i wished i could just seize the day make self take a chance
instead i just froze to procrastinate and to die
to old habits that retired me fast as i tried to advance
my fear is i’m impaired by sharing this truth’s silent lie

so along the sunny streets of your new hometown
he laughs and jokes and pretends and hides in his mind
you know he knows you sense what is lying behind
his talking and joking you know something else is held down

she is looking up at me with her questioning quizzical smile
she says ‘what’s wrong?’ i say ‘what?’ i diverted reply
‘nothing’ she says shakes her head we are both double-bound

he stops and looks in a shop window waiting awhile
looks through your reflection but you are still holding his eye
she turns away her head she stares at the ground



existential games

she turns away her head she stares at the ground
the train began to move i stood watching her cry
silenced by train steam and rain both drowning the sound
desire i gain i still lose train passes her by

i engulf the sky with my layered black greying storm-cloud
i damp down old feelings that flood through fixed window frames
effluent and stupid i play damp existential games
swim out of my depth youthful indifferent and proud

to inundate memory is to recall it all as a wet dream
the past all afloat the mind dives back into the known
i wash all away wave goodbye look it’s almost gone

i can sink in my ship like a fool or survive on a beam
brought down by small rough hands my slow undertow
i could drown or drift or swim there’s no right and wrong



romantic cliché

i could drown or drift or swim there’s no right or wrong
i am caught in a whirlpool that usual romantic cliché
i need to dream to tell tales and flounder away
in real and false worlds of nostalgic and silent song

a finger-dance is a walk along a wet strand
it is counting year rings inside a tree heart’s imagining
it is millions of destinies yet to be made still unplanned
past lives brought to now and all as newly becoming

i can dream that the person who’s sat in a slow passing car
isn’t just similar to someone in my past but in fact
is that very same person herself who is now driving by

or am i just taking this all a little too far?
but what if this storyline’s now become completely cracked?
she turns her head upwards i catch her grey-green eye



conflicting feelings

she turns her head upwards i catch her grey-green eye
and in that one eye-blink i am caught i know i belong
this broken banality becomes my refined silent song
more precious now to myself than i can deny

in other-time this is sure to seem totally absurd
i submit without number all meaning to meaning no thing
despite that these half-formed thoughts are hardly yet heard
all feint and unsettling whispers are still making something

i caught her eye with a wave and my mind falls away
it is overwhelmed by a moment of just feeling true
i escape into here and now through to seizing the day
as clouds might engulf an expansed unsuspecting blue

all i seek is to feel be secure and yet unconfined
these two conflicting feelings now hold to my mind



released

these two conflicting feelings now hold to my mind
they aggravate further the nausea of free will’s self control
It’s twisting and turning i am bound by my own double-bind
i know that i know that i lie that i’m above it all

this world of my either-or seems falsely constrained
the immediate now is driving beyond either two
it melds temporarily free yet still feels restrained
thesis to antithesis forming synthesis just will not do

it bifurcates yet once again but life passes unmoved
life goes its own way as harsh wind and storm-sudden hail
and though such absolutes insist i persist unremoved
relative doubled isolation will always prevail

she takes my arm and we walk to her home once again
scent of damp hair is released within past wind and rain



gaslight

scent of damp hair is released within past wind and rain
a vague sense of warmth transports me back further in time
the abc bakery islington and in passing i find
a gaslighting shadow spreads doubt true-love can remain

a jeweller’s large outside clock beckons with seven-thirty
alone together we run for the cold morning bus
lone busker sings from a doorway his donkey-jacket dirty
the bakery smells of gold bread we pass by in a rush

a gaslight once fixed here flickered the bakery wall
now there’s barely an outline of where it had once hung
once we stood beneath it our first kiss do you recall?
melding the smell of warm bread with gaslight flickering

“more fares?” bus conductor my parting dry kiss your cold cheek
that wall shadow’s gone i passed the old bakery last week



bare outlines

that wall shadows gone i passed the old bakery last week
baker’s gone too only memories left hardly seemed
possible we kissed under gas flickered shadows as to seek
to “take courage!” as that old beer poster so loudly screamed

did you know that you stole my self that moment you went?
yet i have no recall of the day that you left it’s not clear
did you take off by coach? or by train? or in your parents’ car?
all that i recall the fresh smell in your hair it’s damp scent

was that our last day? surely not? but a few days before?
on that routemaster bus? to work? in your very last week?
we rush for the bus? passed a busker? the last time for sure?
“more fares?” bus conductor my cold kiss shudders your cheek

i descend wave goodbye from the pavement i shiver she smiles
i am merely no more than feint shadow and we bare outlines



bacon and eggs

i am merely no more than feint shadow and we bare outlines
i am thinking all this as i lie on my hard hotel bed
i am staring along the vacant room’s parallel lines
enough space and time they will meet in the dread day ahead

i can hear the traffic it is passing slowly below
i will cold-water wash then shave in the room’s small hand-sink
still haven’t thought through the best way to say what i know
must be said i ask my face mottled mirror “what do you think?”

downstairs i glance out the window another hot day
i look down at my bacon and eggs i know i can’t eat
but i will while i wish i were in future-time far away
but today is the day to be seized in one hour we meet

meanwhile out my kitchen window i can also see
she’s sitting inside the car and she’s looking at me



prison-house

she’s sitting inside the car and she’s looking at me
her father’s in front in the driving seat he does not smile
i know that he doesn’t like me but then why should he?
i have not liked myself for quite a very long while

the day is a blaze fluid haze a slow river walk
we reach the riverside car-park bleakly industrial
the water is flowing past fast we walk we don’t talk
i am tensely intense with intent not spoken at all

that evening the prison-house home we are seated we eat
each mouthful is dry in my mouth almost chokes i can’t wait
till it’s over and alone and upstairs we can freely speak

my words are cold heavy granite our eyes do not meet
i ache to take back all i’ve said but now it’s too late
she is loudly weeping i watch her as both our heart’s break



one final call

she is loudly weeping i watch her as both our heart’s break
i get up leave her room i hurriedly head down the stairs
her mother rushed passed “you! wait there!” she orders and glares
i am frozen i wait by the front-door for how long it might take

i get it full fury and fast when her mother comes down
but where was your father? at work? i cannot recall
later estranged we walk the backstreets of your town
down back lane and love lane passed the white prison wall

you decided you wanted to see me off to the train
but i of course didn’t want you to be there at all
you would have your way and you did and so silently

long platform train station and at last that first slight of rain
your tears are falling with raindrops your one final call
“follow your heart” you mouth through the steam quietly



oriental plane tree

“follow your heart” you mouth through the steam quietly
imagined same words as i leapt from that first slowing train
but braking wheels screeched drowned them out so noisily
same words’ one last call washed away by that same falling rain

lost rain and hiss of steam as i try to withdraw
you look up and mouth those three words and inside i die
first i step back then again lean right out the train door
but you’re looking down my mouth’s dry i can’t say goodbye

meanwhile from my kitchen window i am watching you pass
i have not seen you drive by now for several days
since that slammed front door woke me up to finding you

you’ve changed you now have position stature and class
while i’m still daydreaming watching through thick double-glaze
oriental plane tree stands dark against the stark blue



follow your heart

oriental plane tree stands dark against the stark blue
tree is empty of autumn’s red leaves they are scattered around
morning birds serenade the traffic some peck at the ground
once more once again your slow car edged into my view

it is you and your small finger-dance drumming once more
you stop as i wave futile gestures through the years all this while
catch your eye you look up with your questioning quizzical smile
i turn leave the kitchen leave the flat i slam the front door

“follow your heart” i recalled those last words that you said
i follow down steps to your car run as fast as it takes
i am seizing the day away from my past’s fear and dread

you have finger-danced this old heart and how it has fled
right off the road’s kerb where i heard out of sight screeching brakes
she was sat in her car she was looking straight out ahead



© john william brown 04-14 February 2014 - Norwich UK –

(December 2013 – February 2014 - Revised August 2019 © jwb)